Jan 30, 2009

mavis is fun as usual
somehow.i look forward to going mavis..
and abnormal is being such a bobo again
oh.and please promote me leh! i open can already leh!
:)

the j1s this year are doing nationalism for music
i will never complain anymore about neoclassical
i think stravinsky and satie and hindermith is a thousand times better than bartok maybe copland will be fun.but nationalism is so boring!
and i pass my music msa :D

ok.im dying to know wads the surprise!

Jan 28, 2009

hello world :)
the past few days was uh.busy?mmm.i've:
1. ate loads of steamboat meal.like almost everyday for 3days
2. got many redpackets :)
3. benn asked to get a bf soon
4. been thought by some distant cousin that im married -.-
5. been thought by another distant cousin that im my brother's gf -.-
6. invited dee for lunch and we're meeting soon again
7. camwhored at the usual playground with dee again
8. sms-ed a very-long-never-sms friend
9. tried to do some work but failed
10. managed to get my hands on the piano for a few hours
11. missed jogging time with moo cos of my laziness
12. read and is still reading musicophilia.wonder when will i finish that book!
13. wished that cny holidays are longer.



dee: eh.hurry go apply leave/tell them you got a date/wadever
make yourself free on that day okkkkkk?!?!
and you shall come over my house for steamboat again next year :)
p.s. i wish im always that happy
3things i want like now now: many balloons, many sunflowers, many love letters :)
p.p.s. i passed gp compo:) :)

Jan 23, 2009

2weeks after school reopens.
lets see.within two weeks i've:
1. took the wrong train
2. left my bag in the caf and went to my homeroom.then realised i dont have my bag with me and dragged a friend back to the caf.
3. managed to amuse my music teacher, chamber people and a dozen other people for i-dunno-wad-reason
4. sightread a (very easy) duet.yay
5. took a couple of tests and i can forsee that i'll be flunking most.
6. travelled to the opposite end of singapore by bus
7. been a very nice friend to nice friend :)
8. meetup with dee and slacked when im supposed to mug for msa
9. heard a 20thC orchestral music and surprisingly liked it even though its not totally tonal
10. break my newyear resolution of not sleeping in lectures
11. blow half my allowance on a (very good) cd
12. spend 2hours in front of the computer trying to rmb how to use sibellius
13. started on gamelan music which reminds me of music gang in HI

my class won the most hospitable class for the cny celeb! :D
we din cheat okkkk!
and the co played金蛇狂舞today.
smaller orc than HI, fewer instruments than HI
but the song still makes me feel nostalgic

Jan 22, 2009

busy busy busy
tired tired tired
ok.i got craving for greentea frap now.buy me one! :)
update next time.i wanna get my sleeeeeeep

Jan 20, 2009

my very irritating phone charger keeps popping weird message like 'charging alien battery'.
grrrr.which part of my phone battery is alien to you, you bobo charger.

i swear cny goodies will only make me fat!
"Ignorance is bliss." Do you agree?

Jan 17, 2009

went out with dee for a very fattening dinner today
she cut-ed and dyed her hair.水母头!
talked a lot about everything and anything
and i think we got similar mindset whn it comes to guys.haha :)
anyway.went to walk around and back to sk
meetup again sooooon ok?!
like during my mid-march hoiday before your poly starts!
oh.she lend me mayday (help me thank fiona)

WOOOHOO! i mean whih mayday cd is not nice can?!?!
prefer their last few songs.really nicee:)
i can save up for 方大同then! :)
i'll visit you at ntuc if i can!

sometimes
i wanna say be my friend
so i can be there for you and hopefully, you'll be there for me too
but sometimes
i wanna say dont be my friend
cos im so afraid that i'll hurt you, real bad
sometimes
i wanna say love me
because like any other people, i love to be loved
but sometimes
i wanna say dont love me
cos its not easy to love me and it can be torturous
im so contradicting at times

Jan 16, 2009

i survived my first week of j2
leaves me really exhausted and all
i hope i can get a decent rest tonight
cos tml is a busy day :)
piano and meetup with dee!
kept postponing cos our schedules are hectic and gosh.we need to catchup!

my first week is so dramatic and draining
i wonder how i survive the rest of the year
next week's gonna be worst cos i got 2very long days instead of 1 :(
and it marks the start of msa!!

i rather do math.music.econs.anything but chem!argggh
"Hey.wad a beautiful mess this is"

Chopinian.
Beethovenian.
Mozartian.
Bachian.
Lisztian.
Wagnerian.
Leoniean?? :)

Jan 15, 2009

weiwen! hope you like the stargirl card
i dont know why but i think it suits you :)

"Lady, dreamer, you might be the soundest sleeper,
Tonight, sleep tight, and build your nest upon my shoulder"

i wanna walkwalk at esplanade again alone
i think it keeps me sane

Jan 14, 2009

very tiring day.although i din do much
managed to get some sleep when the class' having phy :)
had open house that looks like cca day
ok anyway.geor came out with the idea of talking to the only hihs girl we saw in SA.
initailly thought she was the 9pointer
turned out that she dsa-ed to SA and yes we gave her a tour around the school
went to slacked and fold straw at weiwen's side after tad
yesyes thankyou for the love letter
and you still rmb the 'hi holy high' thing!!!!!! :)
will write to you one sooooon!

you probably wont know the reason but this is why
i now draw very clear lines when making guy friends
its either friend or boyfriend
nothing less.nothing more.no in-betweens
no very good guy friends.no very close guy friends anymore
i dont believe in pure platonic relations
dont try to be too friendly or come too close
so just be a normal friend.but not a close one
at least for now.
i dont really care about the gossips
my life's full of scandals anyway.since forever ago
so lets just be friends.nothing more.not even a little more.

tml's a bad day cos i have like 3.5hours of break! -.-
bye world

Jan 12, 2009

"i wish i could buble wrap my heart
in case i fall and break apart"

and you'll probably be going to your(and my) dream course i hope
walking there to the train station w/o you still feels weird
but i figure that i'll be fine

Jan 11, 2009

WOOOHOOOOOO!
i finally finished my composing.all of them :)
yay. no words can describe how i feel now.
im soooooo happy.
phew.
i swear the stress of composing is the reason for my bad skin day these few days
okkkk.im getting my sleep cos i have been sleep depreived for the past few days
i sleep at roughly 2plus everyday cos i can only compose at night
dont ask me why but my brain juices dont seem to flow in the day
anywwww
school is starting tml
i cant believe my holidays just zoomed past me!

most said word in 2008 (and probably any other year): HUH?
2009 resolution: be less blur
:D
I NEED MANUSCRIPT BOOK!
its past midnight and im using my last few pieces of manuscript paper
how pathetic!
i officially finish 3quartet exercises at 1.11am
and i should probably get some sleep before becoming a walking zombie today/later.
goodnight world

Jan 10, 2009

10+10= 20
20X3= 60
60 bars is not tad intimidating right?
:(

Jan 9, 2009

was out most of the day
finally made a trip to esplanade alone
kinda gave myself time to think and talk to myself
got debussy for reference.though i dunno if its a good choice
it just suit the kind of melody thing i wanna write

anyway.there's this really cool "museum of broken relationships" on display there which is really cool and funny.its not the usual kind of panting/photos/artifacts/wadever kind of display.it displays items people gave that signifies their (broken)relationship.there are things thats like 1-day old(must be one-night-stand), there are also things thats many many years old(too bad they dont work out :[ ) i know it sounds totally saddists, but some of the story behind the items are really hilarious,and its supposed to have some sort of therapeutic effect or something :)
was thinking like if im to give something to the museumofbrokenrelationship, wad will it be? (okkk.i think the name of the museum is cool can?!)

是谁改变爱情原来的模样

mavis-ed at night.as usual.im lost in vectors again -.-
at least we're doing a less alien topic next lesson :D hurrah
bobo was being a bobo today by bullying me (again!).
OPEN CAN DAY hor!!!!
awwww.poor sardine!
back to composing
modernmusic is so much easier to compose than classical sq
sticking by harmony rules is hardly my forte
but breaking them is:)
that explain my (very lazy) decision to do 20thC style
im only at my 20th bar. im so dead
wait.why am i here blogging????

Jan 8, 2009

managed to squeeze in a few hours of mugging time.
productive, but left me feeling so tired :(
anyway.i shall cont my music
talking of that, i need to complete all these in 3days time:
3SQ draft 3, one 3-min composing, 2 reflections.
i'm so dead.
byebye

p.s. iwanna go esplanade (again) before school starts!!!!

不如这样
我们一直拥抱到天亮

Jan 7, 2009

想起我不完美
你会不会 逃离我生命的范围?

Jan 6, 2009

i miss jogging with moo this morning cos im too tired and lazy to wake up :(

the line my piano teacher said te most to me today is: where are you going?
omg! i keep playing my scales and app either an octave more or less.i cant count!
and i need to prac more more more!!!!

anyway.
today i shall lock myself in my room and mug, cont listening to eason, do a bit of composing, cont reading musicophilia!

mavis later!
and i miss mavis ganggggg! :(

Jan 5, 2009

dangs.eason's love ballads are damn addictive
it makes me:
a) want to sing along
b) want to fall in love
c) want to cry
d) want to be emo
e) two of the aove
f) three of the above
g) all of the above

i need to stop procastinatin and start mugging

为什么 我等你 你等我 就不算罪过?

Jan 4, 2009

"Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone?
Ever fallen in love In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with?

Jan 3, 2009

back to jogging.back to mugging.back to reading kiddy books
oh wells.
the jogging part is to lose weight? but really, its more to irritate moo in the morning :)
the mugging part is to prep for schreopening, which is a little more than a week away.its scary how time flies!
the kiddy books part is to entertain myself! was reading jacq wilson book and yeah, never fails to make me believe in happily-ever-after kinda ending.yay

tml will be a busy day.
and i cant believe my holidays are ending sooooon

"一個人失眠 全世界失眠
無辜的街燈 守候明天
幸福的失眠 只是因為害怕閉上眼
如何想你想到六點 如何愛你愛到終點
想起我的時候 你會不會 好像我一樣不能睡
想像你的曖昧 我會不會 數不到綿羊 一雙一對"

p.s. moo married the lake and lamppost in punggol park this morning!
tell me why im still hanging out with her
she's the most insane thing on earth
i wonder who will be her next targer!
*wink

Jan 1, 2009

a loooong post on the first day of 2009 :D

2008 is full of ups and down.too many things happened and sometimes, i think its too much for me to handle. but then again, i got so many reasons to smile and be thankful. entering sa, wonderful pae and jae friends, surviving my first year of jc with a class so fun and lovely to be with, meetups with secondary friends, crazy times with mavis gang, and blahblahblah. wad more can i ask for? yes there were tough times, regrets, bad decisions, but thats life and life goes on. i wont say that i want a perfect and smooth-sailing 2009, cos i really dont want a boring year ahead. i guess my wish is that 09 will be a fruitful year for me, for everyone around me. i want a year full of love, love and more love :D

this is the first time i go out on the first day of the year.it'll usually be me staying at home desperately finishing my homeworks/watcing tv/chiong storybook or something like that.
went jogging with moo in the morning.nearly killed us cos we haven ran for ages. boo :(
went out with dee after tad. compass ps vivo thecentral then back to compass :D aching legs after a long day, but its definately worth it!

i shall cont doing math and watch 小娘惹!

p.s. moo is insane.she just married a tree in the morning. and she said that i eat leaves with tomato sauce. im just going to ignore her. hmph!